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| FINALLY POSTING AGAIN.
thanks to rachel at halfhearted_dreams_quotes, who keeps harassing me for abandoning xanga ;P
well anyway, here you go. sorry it took so long. plus final day of my 30 day challenge, THANK GOD.
Day 01-15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your xanga name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about xanga and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?
shit. uh..my name's Amelia. Im learning not to trust people too easily. It takes a lot to make me angry but when you do I don't hold back. I stick up for my friends, no matter what. I hate attention whores. I want to move to england someday, and at some point Im going to be married to tom felton. if you want to know more, just ask! :)
so, post time. hope you like! :)
it’s ironic that the people who are supposed to be our friends, are the ones we feel most threatened by.
maybe you should just say something you haven’t rehearsed. you’ve neglected the urge to be real.
sometimes the best solution is to stop looking for one.
And what you don’t fight to keep runs away in your sleep or gets lost in the crowd.
there she was, lost in the darkness, buried, entombed,
walled in. anyone who could have seen her in that state,
after having seen her laugh & dance in the sunshine, would have shuddered.
cold like night, cold like death, not a breath of air any longer in her hair,
no longer a human voice to hear, not a ray of light to see. broken in two, she was.
I can't explain, how your eyes somehow glow brighter now that I can't have you. And although there's no fire, your spark is bigger than ever.
I used to think I had all these secrets, but then I realized that they were just things I wasn’t strong enough to tell the people who needed to hear them.
I want you to feel what it’s like to be addicted. I want you to want it, even if it doesn’t want you.
Fear will not rule my life,
I will not give up until I die.
the only two places where i feel absolutely safe are either in a bed with fresh, white sheets and pillows surrounding my head, or in water. like on the bottom of a swimming pool. alone. weightless. peaceful. nobody talking. nobody pretending. just being. those are the only two places. everywhere else i get smacked in the face with arrogance, ignorance, shallowness. they knock me down and leave me bleeding on the floor.
Everything you have been told is a lie. Things dont happen for a reason. They just occur and you deal with it. People will always leave you. Everybody has somebody they use. And everybody lies. They get mad and say things they dont mean. But once they are said, they are out there, unable to take back. Watch your mouth but more importantly watch your back. There is always someone standing there ready to stab you.
Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls. The most massive characters are seared with scars.
courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear. the brave may not live forever. but the cautious do not live at all.
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| Day 01-15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your xanga name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about xanga and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
first of all, can we all just note that this is my second to last day of the 30 day challenge and I couldnt be happier. NEVER DO THESE.
and wow, loads. that you shouldn't have to hide any of yourself from anybody. its way better to be friends with people that like you for you, because you'll have way more in common. so don't change yourself for anybody.
enjoy the update! :)
you get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place, like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the person you are now at this time and place because you’ll never be this way ever again.
it is no surprise to me that hardly anyone tells the truth about how they feel. the smart ones keep themselves to themselves for good reason. why would you want to tell anyone anything that’s dear to you? even when you like them and want nothing more than to be closer than close to them? it’s so painful to be next to someone you feel strongly about and know you can’t say the things you want to.
if you feel passionately about something then commit to it. don’t let anybody stop you, and trust me, they will try.
the people who know the least about you will always have the most to say.
we only have 86,400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away. we have to tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say it. we have to live like we’re dying. we never know a good thing until it’s gone. you never see a crash until it’s head on. all those people are right when we’re dead wrong, you never know a good thing until it’s gone.
choose your friends carefully, your enemies will choose you.
people don't change. they adjust, but underneath they are who they are. people just become better at covering up their flaws.
destiny is something we’ve invented because we can’t stand the fact that everything that happens is accidental.
to deny our impulses is to deny the very thing that makes us human.
a psychotic is a guy who’s just found out what’s going on.
if this is the real you, i don’t want you at all.
and now the smile i fell in love with is grinning at my fall.
why not seize the pleasure at once? how often is happiness destroyed by preparation, foolish preparation.
don’t over think things. your first reaction was probably spot on, just go with your gut, follow your instinct, you never know whether things will work out or not. but if you did what you wanted, and it granted you happiness, if only temporarily, wasn’t it worth it?
how can people say they know each other when they know little about the person? these days the world is so fake, i don't even know what is real.
worry about the girl who is completely quiet, because she needs you more than anyone else does.
remember this: nothing is written in the stars. not these stars, nor any others. no one controls your destiny but you.
you want everything to stay the same until you're ready for it to change. but you can’t do that. you can't expect the whole world to stand still until you're ready.
you've got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady, standing still. the expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives.
don’t waste another second.
you get fired and this is what you hear. you catch your boyfriend in bed with the girl next door, and this is his defense. you get shot in the face, and the nurse whispers it to you: ‘everything happens for a reason.’ everything might happen for a reason, but it doesn't have to be a good reason. it might be that the universe is chaotic or vengeful. it might be that it's tuesday. it might just be your turn.
loneliness adds beauty to life. it puts a special burn on sunsets and makes night air smell better.
the feeling of euphoria is fleeting. if you have the privilege of experiencing it, make the best of it.
look famous, be legendary, appear complex, act easy, radiate presence, travel light, seem a dream, prove real.
hope you enjoyed, lovelies!
leave me some love, and message me if you want to be sisters <3
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| Day 01-15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your xanga name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about xanga and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
last year:
this year:
really haven't changed a lot looks wise. personality, ohhh my god. so many things. i've just learned so much, which is cheesy, but true. it's amazing how much can happen in a year.
Good news: I'm almost done this 20 day thing! I'm sure nobody is as happy as I am.
sorry i've been mia for the past week or so, i've been caught up with tumblr. message me yours, mines www.lustandstardust.tumblr.com :)
So this post is just cause i feel like partying. rec and comment if you like! :)
hope you liked it, don't forget to comment!
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| Day 01-15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your xanga name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about xanga and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why you are doing this 30 day challenge
because I was bored and thought it would be fun.
I WAS WRONG.
so, you guys are incredible, I say this every post now, but i really do mean it :)
new update, with a couple quotes in there that I wrote. make what you like of it, feedback is always appreciated :)
They didn't understand it, but like so many unfortunate events in life, just because you don't understand it doesn't mean it isn't so.
you've got to wonder why we cling to our expectations, because the expected is just what keeps us steady, standing still. the expected is just the beginning, the unexpected is what changes our lives.
Walk with the dreamers, the believers, the courageous, the doers, the planners, the successful, people with their feet on the ground and their heads in a cloud. Let their spirits ignite a fire within you to leave this world a better place than you found it.
I want to lay in bed for days, isolated in my own reality. Free from your weight. but you keep adding up wrong, and everytime i re-count, everytime i fix it, i lose my sense of the word strong.
just because you didn't speak the facts out loud didn't erase their existence. silence was just a quieter way to lie.
people don't change. they adjust, but underneath they are who they are. people just become better at covering up their flaws.
People universally tend to think that happiness is a stroke of luck, something that will maybe descend upon you like fine weather if you are fortunate enough. But that's not how happiness works. Happiness is the consequence of personal effort. You fight for it, strive for it, insist upon it, and sometimes even travel around the world looking for it. You have to participate relentlessly in the manifestations of your own blessings. And once you have achieved a state of happiness, you must never become lax about maintaining it.
there is nothing to be done. just make sure nothing is wasted. take notes. remember it all, every insult, every tear. tattoo it on the inside of your mind.
-white oleander
so much of the world is stolen that I can’t even tell if my thoughts are my own.
©dreammeawonderland
sometimes you have to stop waiting for someone to come along and fix what's wrong. maybe you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and realize that no one else has the answer. sometimes, you gotta be your own hero.
maybe you can afford to wait. maybe for you there's a tomorrow. maybe for you there's one thousand tomorrows, or three thousand, or ten, so much time you can bathe in it, roll around it, let it slide like coins through you fingers. so much time you can waste it. but for some of us there's only today. and the truth is, you never really know.
everybody is less mysterious than they think they are.
it is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. the credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, and comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; who does actually try to do the deed; who knows the great enthusiasm, the great devotion, and spends himself in a worthy cause; who, at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly.
-president theodore roosevelt
you’re so young, and there’s so many things you could do. Why would you ever spend your life in one place when there’s so much world for you to see?
©dreammeawonderland
choose your friends carefully, your enemies will choose you.
There’s something there, tugging at the ends of my subconscious. I won’t seem to leave, but maybe that’s because it’s meant to be there.
©dreammeawonderland
we only have 86,400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away. we have to tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say it. we have to live like we’re dying. we never know a good thing until it’s gone. you never see a crash until it’s head on. all those people are right when we’re dead wrong, you never know a good thing until it’s gone.
I want to travel. I want to see the world and leave a mark. I want to leave home with nothing but a map and a polaroid camera and go to places nobody’s ever been. I want to explore ancient ruins and spend a night in a medieval castle. I want to talk to strangers, learn new languages and save a couple lives along the way. I want to be “that girl” that was crazy enough to go out on her own and do it all. I want to be remarkable, breathtaking and insane in all the best ways. I want to be anything but ordinary, because the idea of leaving the world without making a difference scares the shit out of me.
©dreammeawonderland
how long is it going to take you to realize that this is the only life you have?
©dreammeawonderland
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| okay, first of all.
WOW. you guys are amazing. feedback has been so good lately :) I'm gonna keep updating no matter how much feedback I get because I love it, but all of your comments and recs definitely help. Like, a lot. So thank you guys so much, you make this so much more fun for me :)
Day 01-15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your xanga name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about xanga and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
This question is perfectly timed, because I'm having major doubts about my friends right now. The only ones I really trust I don't get to see very often, and I've realized lately that the ones I thought I did aren't so great as I thought they were. Ah, well. New update, sorry it took a while. Enjoy!
^exactly how I feel right now.
So, as you might have noticed, I felt kind of girly/pink today. Had to get it out of my system, forgive me haha.
Leave some love!
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